前几天和朋友去了Pavilion，还算蛮久没去那里了，吃了我很想吃的芒果甜品，

心情也变得好多。好想每天都有着各式各样的芒果甜品都等着我！ 开心死了！！ 

最近压力大的透不过气来了， 整个人都很累。心情也格外差，也很情绪化！！

真的要控制自己的脾气了。朋友们，对不起! 

收到了一封email，内容很有意思。

若你此刻已有一位长久相伴的伴侣，不要再随便三心二意地犹疑了，我们往往不易察觉感情中的一个陷阱，

就是'近亲生慢侮'，也就是经济学中的铁律'边际效益递减法则'，跟你在一起越久的人，

就越容易麻木与忽视，而新鲜的'际遇'总是那么动人可爱。
在感情对待中，难免有摩擦与无心的伤害，而且论得罪自己的次数累加起来最多的人，

当然是跟我们在一起最久、最亲近的人。

而新欢呢，又还没开始有得罪你的机会，再加上他的刻意讨好，所以新欢怎么看怎么可爱，

旧爱怎么看怎么讨厌。但别忘了，新欢身上总是有不确定的未知数，

旧爱身上就是有难得的熟悉感、确定感、信赖感。千万不要随便在偶然的际遇'

中迷失了自己，错放了幸福温暖的手。

不要去追问到底谁才是我的Mr./ Ms.Right

而是该问说在眼前的伴侣关系中，我能努力到什么程度、成长到什么程度，

若没有培养出经营幸福的能力，就算真的Mr.Right， 出现在你身边，幸福依然会错过的，

而活在犹疑与遗憾当中，

这不就是许多'爱情虚无症'的遭遇与心态吗？

                      080808

Two years ago, i always wish i can spend this special day with you.

We start our relationship on 0808. We always told each others it's so special , always counting 080808 to come.The day have come, this day is not belong to us anymore.

I treat you the best, give u the best thing that i have. Trying to cheer you, dont rely to you so much, trying to be as independent as i can. I give you my all, but my all wasnt good enough for you. 

Two of us go through so many path, share the sadness and happiness, do all the thing together but our relationship never stay strong.

Put too much afford on this relationship, u break my heart into thousand pieces. I need time to cure my wound. I always wish time can tune me back to the day we know each others, everything are sweet and perfect. Fact are cruel and we cant change the fact anymore.

Fairy -tale world are perfect, but life's wasnt like fairy-tale world so perfect. I'm not your baby girl anymore. Just like a toy.

Let me sleep in the dream forever.

Lag in updating my blog again. Fuah !! already one week i never post new blog. Busy with my studies and work recently. So tired with the job, repeat the same thing for 3month. Will just work for august and i gotta stop it.Received my agent call yesterday, she told me i look so thin and pallid recently.  

Due to my eye allergy, my eye always look so tired. Hmm.. bought a lots of eye mask and mask, just wish can turn myself become more prettier. *evil laugh*  

Next month will be the tough month for me, now i need to prepare my assignment and quiz and one month leaves for my final. Arghhh !!! time just aint enough for me..  i wish i have more than 24hour per day.

I got no time to visit my relatives at klang too. Promise them want look for them soon but till now still cant arrange my time to go over there. Really very sorry about it. I will try my best .

Just celebrate my 22nd birthday last weeks, thanks for coming..i appreciate it !!!